Flawless Imperfection

Had a pretty decent day.

Went to both classes for the first time in God knows how long.

Signed up for Summer Classes.

Halo Wednesday.

Now time for a few episodes of Supernatural, then sleeping time! :)

Home is where my heart is <3

Spent half my day at work, lunch buffet at Namaste, watched a few episodes of Supernatural, cleaned up a bit, watched Sailor Moon, sippin’ on Coke&Rum (it’s the freakin’ weekend, baby, im about to have me some fun), and Aladdin to end my Winter Quarter.

Hello, Spring break?

Sorry, Tumblr.

Life’s just been too busy. 

Have fun with my queue though. I’ll be back soon, I hope.

I woke up this morning to take the 6:55 bus to my 7:30 lecture.

At 7:10, I went back to sleep. My bus was (at least) 15 minutes late. Who knows when it actually showed up.

Good thing our quizes are biweekly. I think I’m going to start driving on tuesdays. Too bad I don’t have the balls to bike to school at 7 am. I mean, I guess I could’ve just gone late and taken the next one, but I was tired, freezing cold, and very annoyed.

On another note, I was able to sleep in for a little. Woke up again at night, ahww yiis. But now I have a huge headache for some reason. That and I slept instead of doing homework I was planning on doing before work today.

Oh well.

Can I just get a pause button on life pls

I’ve literally procrastinated all day. I mean, I got my stuff organized, and I haven’t binged or done anything stupid that I’d hate myself later for, but all I want to do right now is go to the gym, and no one wants to go with me. So now I have to wait until 10 pm where parking on campus is free, just so I can get a decent treadmill. 

And I don’t want to eat anything because I don’t want to get a food coma or something, plus I’m not really hungry yet. But I know I should probably have a meal soon, since I haven’t eaten all that much today. And if I do eat, I should now, while I have an hour and a half to digest.

I should’ve just gone earlier after class like I wanted to. 

When I go home tomorrow..

• As soon as I open the door, I won’t hear those tiny, little, yet loud and powerful footsteps sprinting down the stairs, literally tripping over himself in excitement to see me again
• He won’t be there to wag his tail so vigorously that his entire rear-end shakes with enthusiasm
• I won’t get annoyed because he’s barking at me every three minutes to feed him, let him outside, or go downstairs
• I can’t kiss his nose, pull on his whiskers, tickle his paws, rub his belly, spin him on his back, or sit on top of him so he can’t move
• I won’t have to run across the street because he didn’t want to do his business in our yard
• I’ll have no one to take webcam photos with
• No one will wait outside of my mom’s room and look at me with his kuwawa eyes
• No one will try to make me jealous because I left him for so long
• My bed will be perfectly made, no one would have tried to make a nest out of my pillows
• I’ll have no cuddle buddy to force against his will
• He won’t sneak under my covers in the middle of the night
• I won’t hear him snoring
• No one will keep my bed warm
• I’ll have the entire bed to myself, no one will steal my blankets
• He won’t wake me up in the morning
• I won’t have to sit outside in the freezing cold fog at 7 am while he eats, because he refuses to eat alone

The worst part is, I’ll be bawling my eyes out, and he won’t be there to lick my tears, or make me feel better..

It’ll be my first time back home since he died..

I don’t know if I can handle this.

Not gunna lie, I’m terrified of going home tomorrow… and reality is really going to set in…

My bebie won’t be there waiting for me.

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okay, I’m done reblogging ridiculous text posts as a result of other people’s night blogging.

Good night, tomorrow will be a better day.

Rant.

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It’s almost 3pm and I still haven’t started my paper.

I don’t even know what I’m writing about. I hate it when professors are like, “You get to choose your topic” like, just tell me what to write about please, make my life easier.

So far today, I went to church, made french toast, watched an episode of Glee while eating french toast, and laid around on tumblr while listening to Ne-Yo and Christmas music on Pandora. I can’t find the motivation and I’m inexplicably lonely and depressed. I just want someone’s company, I’m tired of being alone all day. Maybe I’ll go to the library or Panera or something so I can just be around other people.

I also need a really good workout, but I know that’s never going to happen unless this paper gets done.

It was weird seeing my cousins get married, and now they’re all starting families! Like whaaaaaaat?

Whenever something happens, everyone has that one person they want to call first…

I wonder what that’s like..

My Friday night:

Been in sweats all day, window open listening to the sound of the rain, just finished my laundry, going over missed lecture notes, Luther Vandross radio on Pandora, and now I’m about to make myself some tea to top it all off.

Life is beautiful :)